no. nuh uh. noppeee

I can't tell if its killing me or if its making me stronger.

Peace? Maybe?

crappy: So, long story short, I left my community church for many reasons. But its just not for me right now. Its a huge thing leaving a place where you felt at home. It wasn't an easy decision, but it was what was best. And for months now, I've been feeling uneasy and unhappy about the whole situation

but...!

happy: I'm starting to think that I'm finally letting go of my bitterness and anger, and transforming that to feeling peace about the situation. Its a glorious feeling! and I'm so glad I'm where I'm supposed to be, where God can mold me and shape me into the person I'm meant to be. I'm finally feeling at home, and back in community, getting plugged in again. God is good. He gives me lower lows then I could imagine, but then he flips the page and gives me higher highs then I ever would have expected. I've struggled with accepting the lows. I'm really bitter about them to be honest. But its a learning experience. You can learn from everything that God places you in.

oh, and God's lovely humor He uses to humble me and teach me is great also!
(:




This song is amazing. "In the middle of my little mess, I forget how big I'm blessed." Sirens, fines, losing phones misplacing keys, running late, alll the small stuff. DONT SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF. awesome.



and a super cool verse:
You won’t spend the rest of your lives chasing your own desires, but you will be anxious to do the will of God. 1 Peter 4:2.... rad. :)

how awesome is that; YOU WILL be anxious to do the will of God. <3 sososo encouraging.


(:

Cause Life's Too Busy, Things Get In The Way

Yup. Song of the night.

Sometimes, its okay.

I desperately need a slower pace.